i really thought my partner was sent from God, i had every reason to think so, but now things are falling apart right in front of my eyes and i don’t think our relationship is going to work.

how can the most perfect person (Christian, brought me to God, used to be so sweet, caring, understanding and reassuring) turn into this? they are still a Christian but the way i’m treated is disgusting compared to how it used to be and i’ve done everything in my power to fix something that’s broken.

i don’t know if i can fix it. i’ve had so many talks with God about this. in the past it was very clear to me that this relationship was meant to be and now it’s just crumbling and i can’t hear God at all. it’s honestly causing me to doubt Him and i hate it. how do i hear Him? i just want to trust Him but it’s so hard