Update: Feeling much better today. I appreciate everyone who reached out and I look forward to continuing my conversations with some of you. I think it's fair to say I want to focus on the people who initially coddled my heart when it was broken and see where it goes. If you are reading this after the initial posting feel free to check my old post and if you genuinely believe we are a match send a message or maybe you'll find me again in the future. Thanks--B.

Resume original post for posterity: I first discovered this subreddit towards the start of quarantine. Excited and eager I wrote a thoughtful and detailed post that detailed what I wanted and what I could offer. I found that while I got a lot of responses and dutifully replied to each one that what I offered I couldn't deliver on. I struggled to connect sexually early in the quarantine and so most of the connections ended up more like chat pals. I like to think I am coming out of that phase.

I am have a hard time today. 3 months of quarantine conditions has left me raw. Each day the walls feel a little closer. The world has gotten so small I don't feel like myself and I am not sure who I am. This experience has been different for each of us. Some people are thriving working from home. Some are exhausted. Some have no privacy. Some are putting their lives at risk everyday. Some are worried about their next pay check. It's a delicate time. I appreciate that and if I am honest I don't know exactly what I want, for the first time in my life.

But if I close my eyes and think about what could make this world a little more tolerable would be someone with a warm smile and eyes that I can get lost in. Someone who takes selfies because they want to show me their world not because they want to show off their big dick or mask their insecurities behind good camera angles. Someone who is happy to try new things like karaoke masturbation.

I want someone who is articulate and sensitive. I specifically put the soul of a poet because I feel like when it comes to our current times my usual fluid and lucid thoughts sometimes come out in a chaotic jumble. I want someone who is use to connecting with words and ideas on an emotional level and can accept my more abstract expression at the moment. I want someone to write with who is willing to paint pictures with their words.

So I am pretty sure I am poorly describing something that doesn't exist and even if it did that person would not respond to this ad. So why should you?

I am thoughtful I am at this moment a thrift store treasure a little unkempt and undervalued but rare and with a good polish valuable I commit. Yes I am married and not looking to change my situation but I give a lot of myself to my online partner. I am happy to fall in love with you. I strongly suggest you read my post history to see me in more mint condition. I predominantly use Telegram, I have discord but it has poor notifications. I am not willing to use Kik.

As before I will respond to every reply because it's polite. Feel free to give a free form response but tell me what song is playing during the opening credits of the film about our incredible love affair?

I hear "In the Heat of the Moment" by Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds