Yes, I have a lifelong weakness for Latin women, I can't help it. Of course I find women of all sizes, shapes, and colors absolutely beautiful but my number one fantasy growing up was to be with a Spanish woman. And I got my wish, we've been together 20 years. She's my best friend. But that's kind of where it ends. We can laugh and kid around, we can always count on one of us being there for the other, we split all the bills 50/50. Except that's called having a roommate, not a lover.

So that's what I'm looking for, someone I can call my lover, even if not in the strictest physical sense. Someone that warms my heart to think about, someone that I can share a deep, intimate connection with, someone that can be the object of my desire and maybe... just maybe... that someone will desire me too.

It's been so many years since I've been shown any affection, but that's not why I'm here. It's the torture of not being able to express my affection towards someone I cherish. I'm a passionate, romantic kind of guy, and it's my nature to want to make you smile and tell you how breath-takingly beautiful you are, how the stars could never twinkle as bright as the glimmer of your eyes, how I dread going to sleep at night without you but how sweet it is to wake up every morning and talk to you again. Only right now the state of my love life is Me: "Wow, baby you look amazing!" and Her: "You're funny."

If you're able to relate to anything I've said so far, I hope you'll send me a message. I'm interested in sharing pictures early, just to not waste your time in case I'm not your type. I must warn you though, I do have a career so I may not always be able to chat in real time all day, every day, but I still message often and I tend to have a lot to say when I do. So that being said, if I'm sending paragraphs and all I'm getting back are emojis, I'm likely going to bail.

To be continued?