This may be along post, so I warning the few, if any who read this now.

This isn't my first time stumbling in here, I got my first taste of the dark side a few years back, When COVID was at its peak and it felt like the whole world had stop. One lonely night I found this place, it wasn't even something I was looking, I started to read some of the post, I was at a low point, and felt very alone. I made a magical connection here, Mistakes were made, promises weren't kept, and hearts got broken. I wish I could change the way I handle things. But that was then and this is now. I feel the same loneliness creepy in that I felt then.

This time year has always been hard for me since then, I'm a current heathcare worker for the elderly, about a Week ago was the anniversary, that I learned COVID had struck the home I was working at, and what proceed to be five weeks of hell. It left mental scars that my never go away.

This was all something I wanted to get off my chest, there is more I could write, but I don't what the floodgates to open. I don't really expect a reply from this, or for anyone if read it, and it's ok if no one's does. It just feels good to atleast vent about it.

But on the off chance someone does, I will be around for a few hours, I promise I'm not always dark and gloomy.