So here I am, sort of in my feelings, hoping to maybe connect. Might delete later, idk.

I'm looking for love in the wrong places. I'm hoping for something serious, as serious as you can get here in any case. Long term for however long term is meant to be. Let's at least make it past the 2 week dip into awkwardness as we stop trauma-dumping on each other and start to form a daily connection. A serious connection doesn't mean we can't have fun either, but I prefer to be forward with my hopes.

I'm hoping for someone who desires me, and I desire them. In ALL ways. Intellectually - let's talk about the deep stuff. Mundanely - let's talk about the little stuff. I'm not a believer in "I hate small talk", I think it allows us to find avenues to connect in those deeper ways. I wanna hear about your day, but I also wanna allow those conversations the space to go deeper when they lead that way. Let's laugh about our daily bullshit. And to be explicit, sexually. I almost feel like that's taboo to say here, along with saying that you're looking for something serious. I'd like to talk about our hopes and dreams, I'd also like to imagine what we'd be doing in the bedroom.

Here's where I'll lose folks: I'm a gamer. It's my main hobby. My other hobbies are involved with it - I'm learning guitar so I can play some of my favorite video game tracks. I'd LOVE to find someone to play games with. It's not required though. I like talking about current events and things going on in the world, and I care about a lot but find it hard to find space in my life to actually do anything about the state of the world. I'm politically left and prefer someone who aligns with those kinds of values. I tend to write a lot and if you're scared off by a lot of text, we'll probably not be compatible.

Here's the other area where I'll lose folks: I'm fat. Not a dad bod, fat. I love and accept the body that I'm in right now while knowing it can be improved. I'm 5'10 and 250 lbs. I can jog a 5k and walk forever. Shaved bald, blue eyes, short beard. Baldy blues.

Let's chat? What's the hill you'll die on?