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Been a long while of telling myself I donāt actually need or want this. That youāre reading my post right now says it all.
The cravings for a confidant, a paramour, the respite from ānormalā life by getting wrapped up in a passionate affair, that nurturing of a new, wonderful, enriching relationship, secretly albeit, have yet again reared their un-ignorable heads. Yet again Iām up in the small hours of the morning, alone, and right now annoyingly cold, wondering what Iām missing, who Iām missing it with, or fromā¦ If its worth the time and effort to try and rectify the dissatisfactions thatāve cropped up again like the perennial weeds they are. For better or worse, Iāve never been all that great at those kinds of judgements. Or gardening.
So here I am, tossing this little message in a bottle into the proverbial sea, pondering what kind of vessel will hold a reply, what kind of handwritingāll be dotting it, what itāll say, who itāll be from.
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