I am married and somehow I feel the loneliest I've ever been, everyday feeling dull and looking the same, not finding a real motivation for smiling. I know I can give so much of me to the right person, I want to find that special one, the woman who occupies my mind and my heart, the one you can't stop thinking about and inspires the most beautiful thoughts. Maybe you're looking for something similar, I know I'm a romantic at heart, and I know I can't be the only one like that.

I'm 38 from Spain, I've lived most of my life here but I also lived for a few months in other countries. I loved the experience and it helped me open my mind and appreciating the wide world around us. I used to work as a college professor, but life is usually unexpected and I had to switch my career, now I work from home spending the long hours mostly alone. When I have time for myself I try to get creative and start drawing, painting, crafting, just creating something new with my hands. And I love reading, getting lost into a fantasy book creating a whole universe in my mind. I'm also into some occasional gaming and I never say no to a horror movie even if some of them are really horrible, but well it's also fun trying to find a new one among all the bad ones! I try to always have a smile on my face and also make the people around me smile with me, I love long conversations, and even long messages that look like old-fashioned letters. About looks, I'm 5'11 (or 180cm tall) and I try to take care of my body as much as my mind, I am quite pale for the Spanish stereotype but who cares about stereotypes anyway, brown hair and you'll see me both with and withour beard depending on the day.

It's hard to summarize a whole person in a paragraph, but I don't really want to tell too much about me when we can find the time to share that together. I'm not looking for someone specific, but I really want someone who wants to invest time into this and forming a bond. Of course I don't mind sharing some intimate moments in due time, but those can only come after we get to know each other, that's the only way to feel real attraction for me. Time zones are not a problem for me because my sleep patterns are usually all over the place, and I know I can adapt to you.

If you read all that and felt intrigued, don't doubt to say hi. The worst case scenario is finding a new friend who can teach you some amazing Spanish curse words. And the best case scenario, well, that's something that I'm so ready to find by your side.