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I fell into this world unexpectedly, never would have guessed a yr later I'm posting here. I almost wish I wouldn't have found what I was missing because when it was gone it left a huge hole. If I hadn't felt those butterflies, I wouldn't be missing them so much. That spark when you connect with someone, When you don't want to go to bed because it means you have to stop talking, when you feel so good about yourself, you want to take pics and videos for them. When you can't stop checking your phone for messages or, better yet, voice notes. When you don't feel so alone anymore. And when your energy is being matched and conversation just flows. I have such a longing for these feelings again.
I am married, he's not a bad guy but I'm not happy and I can't keep denying something is missing, something I found with someone else once but then lost.
I'll want your attention, but I'm not unrealistic we both have lives and other commitments, I just ask you let me know if you will be busy.
I don't really have a type, but you do have to be able to handle my sarcasm, be able to banter and make me laugh. I'm looking for a friend and the benefits.
I'm in EST but am good at making any timezone work.
Im not a skinny girl or hwp, Im on the short and chubby side (plus size) with curves and rolls but blessed in the chest.
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