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38F4M- midnight thoughts
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pulsestick is a female age 38 looking for a male
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Since we’re approaching the new year, anyone here might be like me reflecting . And, hey, maybe that little intrusive thought is creeping in—What if I just disappear? Walk out, leave the marriage behind, no explanations, no drama—just vanish.

I always think of that story of the guy I believe he was from CT! Walked away from his marriage, disappeared without a trace. No one knew who he was until after he died. Can you imagine that? Completely wiped himself from the world. No goodbyes, no nothing. No affair was involved.

Can you imagine that? Leaving behind everything, so completely, that no one even knows who you are anymore.

It’s a sick kind of freedom, isn't it? The thought of just slipping away, disappearing into nothingness. And for a second, you think: What if I did that? But you won’t. You never will. The fantasy is easier than the reality. But!!! You will know when it’s time . It’s what I liked to call it “ the awakening moment”. Or maybe desperate act of reclaiming agency when one feels powerless. It may be the last form of self-preservation—fleeing not just from another person, but from oneself” married one “ from the weight of expectations and dreams that never materialized.

Affair is just part of that awakening process!

But, hey—while you’re fantasizing, please don’t send me pictures of your dirty nails, chopped lips, or your picture with your friend who, I’m sure, didn’t consent to be part of your affair. Oh, and the cropped shot of your wife’s arm? Real subtle. I’m sure she’s thrilled.

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