And I don’t mean in a bad way by any means. It was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had, and I’m grateful for the time we shared together. Unfortunately she was my first, I had no idea what I was doing, or what I was even actually looking for. Everything was so easy. We could talk about anything, and some of our conversations proved that as they’d veer off to something completely different and we’d laugh wondering how we got there. I miss that so much. I took some time away, and this place has dragged me back again. I’ve talked to a couple other great people since, and after making it past the pic exchange, things just die off after a couple of days. I hate that I feel I’m comparing them to my first, and it’s not fair to anyone. Maybe I came back too soon? Maybe I’m just not cut out for this type thing. But I hate feeling all alone in a house full of people.
I miss having someone to talk to throughout the day.

I am married. However we’re literally just roommates. Sleeping in separate bedrooms.. we get along fine, but we’re basically just friends these days. Can’t change my situation, as it’s kind of tricky. I’m a big sports fan. Especially football, hockey and baseball. I enjoy fishing, both open water and ice fishing. Yes…ice fishing. It’s freakin cold where I live. Also have a bunch of other interests as well. I don’t care if we have the same interests at all. Gives us something to talk about and learn about from each other.

I’m not exactly sure what I’m looking for at this time. Maybe just someone to talk to without any expectations. Maybe you’ve had a similar OA experience where you’ve had that one magical connection and haven’t been able to find it again and just need someone to vent to.