Okay, now hear me out. I know what you’re thinking that it would be just a normal younger male wanting attention of older females. But I believe it’s more than that.

My current relationship is distant. Same age. Never would have expected it. She was so loving at one point. So open. So close. And now it’s focusing on a career that she doesn’t even want. We have plenty even at our age. I’m just losing that closeness and that feeling of unity and togetherness. In the past, prior to this relationship, all of my lovers were slightly if not drastically older. There was something about the maturity. The understanding about the world. The understanding about the importance of the soul that overcame the modern need to be productive.

Perhaps it is a maternal journey into myself. Or maybe it really is something to do with a woman being wholeheartedly present when I’m with her. And that type of attention and focus only comes with age.

I think the older the better. I’ve only ever been more happy , or maybe even the most happy, when I’m with an older woman, who is 10 years my senior.

I suppose it is a maturity thing, perhaps it is the idea surrounding the body relax creating all of the curves and sags. What I will say though, it is related to a breeding fantasy. We buy a challenge biology itself by laying with you, maybe even moving in for awhile, and pumping until I overcome your very nature.

Or maybe it is the idea that a lot of the focused attention is more on me, and the fact that life is all sorted out, there isn’t much anxiety, and it’s all about affection, companionship, and of course the sex.

I’m wanting a mature conversation surrounding this. Yes of course the fantasies. Mostly the fantasies.. But mostly the compatibility, the seriousness, and the unbridled seeking of inner peace through the connection of age and youth.

Guilty is charged that I would want an older woman, also one that is already in a relationship. But I suppose there’s something about that taboo, but also they need to fulfil a gap within someone so, that brings me to making this post. If this is you consider sending a message, just in case we make sure that no stone goes unturned that you are not satisfied in the very least online from what I can offer.

Will you be my New Year Valentine?