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It's maddening. I don't know. On some levels, I think I love too hard. That's a horrible cliche. I care too much, I give away all my heart too quick. I don't control it 🤷♂️. It does what it wants.
I'm not in love with my wife. Wasn't the second she hit me. It just took me a year to realize that. Now I'm 6 months into a divorce, rebuilding a very messy life, and have no one.
I know what I have to offer. I know my worth. And I also know that my life is too messy to give all the energy I feel a full relationship deserves. That being said that level of energy is about that of a nuclear fueled golden retriever puppy whose been up on meth for 6 days... So my diminished level has been more than adequate for most 🤷♂️ lol.
Seriously though, I have only ever made two connection in my life. Connections where you feel so drawn to the other, all of life makes sense. Just thinking of the other makes you so fucking happy. Hearing a message brings you running to your phone. All that and more. Levels of emotion I never thought possible. Both of those came from here.
I'm hypersexual. It's a thing. It's not always. But when I have.... motivation ( talking to hot woman🤷♂️) it can be.
As with everything communication is key. Please just make sure and communicate.
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