I am married and not here looking to change that.

I am here looking for my person. That one person that I can spend the day with. Chatting. Joking. Exploring. Commiserating. Cheering on. All the things with. That one person that just feels right, almost immediately. That one person that you want to find ways to keep in your life with you for a long time.

I feel like I have bumped into her here a couple of times, but sometimes things here don't exactly go as planned. I feel like I will recognize her when I see her again. She is sweet, and kind, and, let's face it, a little weird, but she doesn't let that side show unless she feels really comfortable with someone. She is cute, but that isn't her whole persona. She is smart af, but also likes getting into deep conversations about dumb things. She isn't too keen on pumpkin spice, or I don't know, maybe she loves it. She definitely has eclectic tastes in the arts. And she definitely is a mom, and adores her kids, and wouldn't have any time for me if I wasn't a dad who felt the same way about mine. And she is lonely, maybe a little lost in her routine, and longing for a connection here where she can feel a little more like herself again. I feel like I will know her when I meet her this next time and I will not do anything dumb to lose her again.

I am a combination of most of those things too, but different. And different is okay. Actually, different is preferred, right, because we can lean into each other's different parts to help fill in our own missing pieces. Oh, c'mon now! Get your mind out of the gutter, this isn't THAT kind of post. I'm just saying that I know there are so many lonely people out there just looking for a little connection. I have met a few of them who were great, but we just didn't match up as well as we could have. That's okay, it's nothing to get mad about. But I would like to find my match soon, so I can stop making these post. The one that is perfect for me. The one that thinks I am perfect for them. Even if neither of us are perfect for anyone else.