It is hard to put into words what it is that I am looking for. By some sort of force, or other thing that I can not explain, I have always found it. It has been many years since I have revisited this sub. I see that not much has changed. Viewers perspective on whether or not that is a good or bad thing, I suppose.

I am married with a child. I keep very weird hours due to my job. It is and will be a struggle as far as constant contact goes, so if you need every day, multiple messages a day communication, I am not your guy.

In the spirit of full disclosure right out of the gate, I was in a both physical and deeply emotional affair up until the summer of this year. Though, things change as they do, and I now only seek an online connection. Counting all of my affairs, both physical and online, this will be number 5 for me and quite possibly my last; two physical, two online.

Also, in the same tone and spirit, I am and will be picky. No, this is not as shallow as it may come across. But it's safe to say if I just wanted a pretty face to look at, reddit is full of them. Though, I am very aware of the need to be physically attracted to one another, this in my opinion, should go without saying. Though, what I want can not be obtained with wiles and spells of surface level meaning. It is much deeper than that. I am picky because my heart is and due to the nature of this devils game, it should go into the hands worthy of breaking it, one last time.

Well, I guess I did find a way to put it into words, after all.

I caution you to reply to this post in all honesty. This is not for the faint of heart or weak of mind. This is not for someone looking for something exciting to fill the time in their days. I will not download your messaging apps for conversations. This will be by email and email alone. Most of my emails will be long form communication, but that could change at any time for any reason. Do not reply if you expect me to bad mouth my spouse. I will not bad mouth yours, but I will ask questions. No, I am not in a dead bedroom nor will I be. A general physical description of yourself and what this post means to you is a great way to reply and get a response.

I realize that this post is not for most and that is the very point. I want the one that it fits.