Well here we are again, I thought I was done with this but apparently I was not. Like many, I found something great but as with all great things it didn't last. Really want to give it a shot again, I still need that connection that makes me want to check my messages constantly.

I suppose I've hit my midlife crisis. All of my relationships are struggling. Distance in the marriage. Kids getting older. Friends busy with their own lives, I'm just...alone. I really miss having that person that looks forward to seeing me/my message as much as I do them and theirs. Maybe this isn't the place for it but I don't know what else to do. I CRAVE connection. In every sense. I miss intimacy and I don't mean just physical. I think a lot of us are in the same place or at least have been there, hopefully at least that's relateable.

So I guess a little about me. I have a fantastic career, probably the thing that's going best in my life. I do have amazing kids, but they're getting older and far less dependent on me. Being a dad and doing all the dad things is my biggest joy in life. I honestly don't know what I'll do when they aren't in the house anymore. I enjoy most sports, but football is definitely what I'm most passionate about. I do enjoy golfing and other adult sport activities that I can still participate in. I enjoy to read though I have to admit lately I haven't been reading much. Movies are probably my biggest hobby. I love all types but the typical action movie is usually the ones to draw me in the most. I am working on getting healthier (aka losing weight). I am a big guy so if that bothers you that's totally fine, but I'm probably not the guy for you. I haven't always been this way and I won't always be this way, but I am this way now. I think it's important because I feel like it's always commented on or asked, I am 6'2" if you prefer a taller man.

About you: Honestly, I don't have a lot of "requirements". I do prefer fellow parents, though it's not a hard requirement. I just find that they often relate easier to parenting struggles and time commitments to the kids. Age isn't super important either but I do tend to connet better closer to my age. I'm willing to explore something different if it happens. Most importantly I am looking for someone that has a lot of passion in life. Things they enjoy and like talking about. I do want intimacy, even if it happens quickly, but I MUST have a separation from that at times.. I NEED desperately to have someone that I can have all types of conversations with. Physically I am very open. I do tend to prefer the curvier body types, I find beauty comes in many shapes and sizes.. but for me the personality connection is the #1 most important thing.

Anyways..I've talked a lot, and I don't really care so much for talking about myself so if any of what I wrote connected with you please send me a message and we'll see how it goes! Let me know a good movie you've seen recently, or a book that you've read and we'll take it from there :)