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... And now I am back looking.
It was intense. It was magical. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I learned so much about myself that I am 100% not the same person I was before. We both aren't. I've learned the true meaning of what it is to love someone and to have a partner, an actual partner.
That level of connection and passion makes for melt just some of the best sex the imaginable, But also the deepest and most powerful emotions possible.
I actually have to stop talking about it and can't think about it too much. It's a very powerful drug.
So I would imagine my situation is a touch different than most on here. As they say, I'm in the middle of " my situation changing" But I'm not looking to change yours. Discretion is still key because, she's evil lol.
Bonus here is that I have so much time for you and an open schedule that I can tailor to be available when you are, 🤷♂️. On that note one of the things I've learned is that I spent 20 years trying to force myself to be the husband I could never be for someone who could never love me. Very maddening.
Also, I put a lot of time and energy into my relationships. With the way life is right now, I don't feel that I could divert the time and energy into a full-on relationship. Hence why I am here. I tried to make my last partner understand this, But was evidently unsuccessful. Apparently though I still put forth so much that I "deserve so much more" in their minds, which is truly a maddening phrase, But that's neither here nor there.
I love cooking, I have a cat, and ....
I guess if your want to know more about me you should send me a message. Hopefully you do
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