Does anyone else ever wonder what we’re even doing here? Ever experienced a crisis of meaning or existential dread? I don’t have any answers either. I just know that what feels most meaningful in life are the few connections we build with others. Without them, the soul feels starved. Of course, there are meaningful connections with friends, family, or even an unexpected encounter with a stranger, but the deepest, most powerful connection I’ve ever felt was through romantic love. And I miss that right now.

I want to feel as deeply connected as possible. I need that sensation of knowing the other person wants to merge with you just as much as you want to become one with them. I want our minds, bodies, and souls to blend, even if only for a magical fleeting moment. It feels so incredibly good when that love is reciprocated, when the desire and longing are mutual. I’ve been lucky enough to experience this most beautiful sensation several times in my life, and I pity those who never have. But I need it again - at least one more time.

Maybe you feel the same...

I'm very aware that the likelihood it happens again is quite low if you try to hard. Therefore lets just chat without any expectations or pressure. Let's just see what happens.

Me: Professional Artist, easy going, uncomplicated, compassionate, non judgemental, good listener, knowledgeable, smart, good (dark) sense of humor.

I’ve got an alternative artist vibe, minus the tattoos. Tall (6'1"), dad bod, masculine with brown hair that's thinning a bit, and a full beard that is getting grey.

Love spending time alone in nature just as much as having a nice dinner with friends.

Sex positive, kink friendly (switch), I like vanilla too..

You: I don't have a type and find many very different women sexy, but I have a weakness for really smart women. And I’m looking for someone compassionate and curious who truly wants to know me. And please be emotionally mature and introspective. I’m getting too old for drama and games.

I’m not looking to change your situation or mine.

Please write something more than just “hi” and your age in your first chat request. 

XX ❤