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I fell into this world unexpectedly, never would have guessed almost a yr later I'm posting here. I wish I never would have found what I was missing because when it was taken away, it left an unfillable hole. If I hadn't felt those butterflies, I wouldn't be missing them so much. You all know the feeling, that spark when you connect with someone. When you don't want to go to bed because it means you have to stop talking, when you feel so good about yourself, you can't wait to take pics and videos for them. When you can't stop checking your phone for messages or, better yet, voice notes. When you don't feel so alone anymore. When your energy is being matched and conversation just flows. I have such a longing for these feelings again, my marriage isn't a bad one I'm one of the luckier ones, he's a good guy but I can't keep denying something is missing, something I found with someone else once but then lost. I won't lie and say I'm super chill I'm not, I overthink and worry all the time, I need your attention, I need you to cheer me on as I'll do for you. I don't much have a type, but I do require you to be able to handle my sarcasm, and you have to be able to banter and make me laugh. The consistent thing beyond that I'm drawn to is an accent. I'm in EST but am good at making any timezone work. I'm on the short side and not skinny, but with great curves comes great tits. 😉
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