Clearly if this is my last post, there had to have been a first post (ok 3 to be exact), so I am not new to this. In a perfect world, there would be no need for "this" at all, but the world is very far from perfect.

I recently met the most amazing man on here. He was amazing at saying all the things I wanted to hear. He was amazing at making me feel wanted and needed. He was amazing about not wanting things to be like an OnlyFans, but without payment (i.e. didn't bug me for nudes and 24/7 photos). He was amazing to talk to and in one week alone we logged almost 15 hours talking on the phone. Turns out that he was also amazing at being a fucking coward!

I'm not going to call him out more specifically than I already have, because unlike him, I am a decent and kind person and would never deliberately hurt someone just because I can. I know if he sees this he will know it is about him and I guess that is enough. I guess when he said repeatedly that I was way out of his league, I should have listened.

Ok, now that I have gotten that off my chest, let's talk a little about what I am looking for.

First off, age means very little to me. In real life, I do tend to attract men that are much younger than I am. I look very young for my age, which helps, but also there is this whole younger men liking older women thing. I've actually made the best connections with men in their 30s. I need someone that I am attracted to physically and emotionally. The last attempt was with someone (see above) that was really sweet (until he wasn't) but was physically not my type, at all. Thought I would give it a try and not be superficial in my search, but if it is going to end shitty either way, than I would prefer someone fun to look at along the way. Note that I also said emotionally. It is the biggest issue in my marriage so I don't need someone else that is emotionally detached.

If you are looking for 24/7 pictures, I am not the woman for you. If you are looking for someone who is smart, funny, attractive, gainfully employed and wants to be your "person" then look no further. I work from home and have plenty of time to give to the right person. I'm not exactly "work wife" from an availability perspective, but definitely have more time during the work day. I'm open to voice notes, phone calls (through Telegram) and even video chatting, at some point.

If you decide to respond to me, please do so via chat. I will do my best to respond to every message and will put further as much effort as I am given. Since this is not my first time, if you would be willing to share a picture right off that bat that would help in knowing if we chatted before and therefore we are not wasting each other's time.

Thank you for reading and good luck out there!