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I was just getting myself some iced tea this morning and I had one of those moments like the main character had in The Stranger: for just a second life felt totally absurd and meaningless - just for a second. In that moment I felt like I would be happy to be swallowed up by the void or to find some ridiculous way to leave the world. And then in a flash it passed and I was very much invested in living through my absurdity, not giving into it.
Does this make sense to anyone?
I live my life with extraordinary intention - but I also cherish being the silliest middle aged man people know. Unfortunately, the mix of things that I like to be can make things lonely - not too many people understand all these sides of me.
Iād love to develop a friendship (open to more) built on depth and lightness, discovering obscure new words, sharing a random feeling about an unusually blue sky. And when I say friendship, thatās what I mean - it can take any direction, but I want something that is fundamentally a friendship, a partnership, an āIāve always got your back and I know you always have mineā-ship. Thereās got to be some huge multisyllabic word for this, right?
The door is open, come on in and say hi.
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