I apologize for this post starting with a philosophical opening.

I met someone and while ago and thought my search for a partner/friend had come to an end. But I was wrong and now I’m back here again continuing my search. I guess after a 100% failure rate, I’m starting to wonder if I’m meant to be unhappy. Perhaps this is the universe telling me I’m where I’m supposed to be? I don’t know and I don’t know why I keep getting up after being knocked down. I guess I don’t want to be alone and keep (foolishly) hoping next time will be different.

So, who am I? I’m 42, from the Midwest. I’m in a dead bedroom situation, which is what brings me here. What I want and miss is a strong connection. I want that feeling of anticipation for the next message, voice message, etc. I want someone who understands what I’m going through and will accept me for who I am. I’m 6’1”, with an average body, a full head of hair, and green eyes. To be blunt, I see myself as average. I’m educated and work from home. I’m moderately successful and have a good career. I don’t have any kids and one dog.

Interests: Traveling, reading, exploring the outdoors, walking my dog, and some TV.

Who I’m looking for: A woman of course. I don’t have an age range. I’m attracted to typical body types. I’m a legs guy. To me, there’s nothing sexier than smooth legs and heels. I like a woman who uses sarcasm and has a great sense of humor. A great personality and someone who likes me for me would be great, too. Finally, an interest in kink or an already established kinky side is appreciated but not required,

P.S. I’m fully committed to this and ask that you be as well. Of my failed connections, the ones that felt the strongest ended when the person decided they weren’t ready to commit.

Sorry again for the mostly down post, but I felt I wanted to vent my pain and frustration.

Hope to hear from you!