I know this might come off as negative but I really am a positive and optomistic person when you get to know me.

I feel like my life isn't really mine. All I do is work and come home. If we go out, it's whatever the kids want to do. If we go to a restaurant, I get the cheapest thing I can find so the family can get what they want. I feel like I am always sacrificing for everyone else. I want to be selfish and find something just for me.

Here are some red flags about me so you can decide if you want to be my escape. I go to bed around 9pm MST which might not be so bad if you are from the east coast but makes me seem like an old guy if you are from the west coast. I get up very early and would like to say good morning as soon as I wake up. I have a long drive too and from work and don't like to text and drive. I also don't really like phone calls but I can be persuaded if we get to know each other and this feels like it's actually going somewhere. I would love to find someone close enough to have a real life affair but I am most certainly open to online.

This is getting very long so let me just say that I am open, caring, attentive, affectionate, easy going and hard working. Hoping to find someone to relate to, vent with, be here for and build something long lasting.