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...or a new friend to fall for?
I entered the last year of my 30s yesterday, and as I laid in bed last night questioning what lead me to where I am in my life, I came to a realization: I am who I am. For years, I had a philosophy that people are always changing, always evolving, always adapting. But I think I came to the conclusion last night that I am done changing and evolving in certain ways.
So here I am. Looking for that missing spark / flame / desire / habit we all come here craving and seeking. I'm married with children (ok, one is the dog, but he's my oldest) with a career that I love and am good at and fought like Hell to get to. I'm passionate about music film books bourbon football all of those things someone my age probably enjoys regularly.
So I feel like I'm missing .. something? I guess we all are, cause that is why we are here that's what isn't changing. Insert usual statement of "this isn't my first rodeo, shouldn't be yours, you should be married with kids so you understand the dynamics, I'm on the East Coast I don't care where you are if you can make the effort then I'm glad to do the same" etc etc.
In closing: life is too short to not try and feel alive again, or something. I don't know. Maybe I don't know what I'm doing here. Maybe you can show me? Send me a chat and tell me what's the first song you heard this morning, or do you listen to podcasts or NPR or just the morning news? How do you take your coffee?
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