Well here I am, like all here I am looking for that spark. The excitement, the missing stuff we have in our daily life.
I believe one person can't be everything, that isn't fair and shouldn't be expected. So there are areas that are lacking but that doesn't mean it's a negative. My partner is great in so many areas, I wont talk down or bad of her.
That doesn't mean I dont miss many things and want to have those areas fulfilled. She is a very independent, strong woman. I encourage and admire that of her, though that does leave me on the outs emotionally sometimes.
Hey I will admit it, Im needy, I want assurance. I want to feel wanted and needed sometimes. I want to not be the one who is always reaching out. When it's always myself to message "good morning" it's like after time it's just me feeding it. I just get the want for someone who wants to be there for me, support and have interest in things I do.
I am a nerd at heart (have a degree in Astrophysics so a space nerd more specifically), but I like to think a 'cool' nerd. Like I have many tattoos and ride motorcycles (used to race them back in college). So not a total square. Work out often 5x a week, have strong legs and all but still have a dad bod it's life. I have a successful career and have worked hard for the place I am in.
Long shot for sure but hey, gotta shoot the shot.
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