This year for Christmas I'm not asking for any gifts, I just wanna dream a little. Dream about how Christmas could be like next year...

The smell of Christmas cookies in the air. The christmas dinner already in the oven. Christmas music playing from the speakers. Setting up the table and putting some last ornaments on the tree before placing the gifts underneath. A red or dark green dress and a sweet parfum on, nice jewelery and maybe (hopefully) a little bump under my dress that is not from the cookies.

I want the traditional lifestyle. I want a partner who leads and protects while I take care of our house and making it a home. Not too far down the road I want children... I can't wait to combine the christmas traditions of your family with the ones of mine and maybe adding in some of our own for our little ones.

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Some facts of my life right now - I'm a master's student right now, unfortunately still living with my parents (life is expensive). My friends would probably describe me as strong, independent, feminist and thinking I'll spend my life working my ass off... well no, at least I hope it won't be like that. I've realized I'm not competitive enough for a corporate life and would rather spend my time with the things I appreciate most in life - taking care of my loved ones.

While at 24 I'm certainly not old, I've realized I want to be a young mom and that doesn't go me a lot of time to waste with guys who aren't interested in the same lifestyle as I am. So while I want to take my time to get to know teacher other (also because I can be awfully shy) I want to make clear I'd like to try for a baby rather sooner than later - as we both know things like that can take time. And I do like the idea of a big family with 4 or 5 children. I understand that's quite a financial burden but I don't think I can be happy with less than 3 little yous and mes.

What I find attractive in men? Tall, strong, older, dominant, protective, jelaous, possessive, traditional, conservative.

I also like the idea of a bigger age gap in a relationship, to me it seems quite natural and makes it easier to submit. So don't shy away. I can't really imagine dating someone younger than 30, but I'm willing to date someone in his 60s if he's looking for the same. So divorcees with children from earlier relationships you're more than highly welcome. I quite like the idea of being the young second wife who's barely older than your children ;)

I'm not quite as innocent as this post might make me seem. I like a dominant man for various reasons.

I'll also add in - I'm a virgin, not for religious reason, I'm just a shy, introverted person surrounded by girls and don't like dating apps or going out.

I'm 168cm (5'6), 53kg (115lbs), have long brunette wavy/curly hair, brown eyes, rather pale, overall skinny and not really curvy (75/34 B cup)

You don't need to write a novel like I did, but a little more effort than a "hi" would be nice. Also note, as said I'm shy and very protective of privacy. I'm not interested in sharing pics right away.

And yes I'm very much open to relocation where ever my husband is living at :)