Hello, my name is mana. At least that's what people call me nowadays. I am 28 years old in a shifting location. I am a weirdo, a freak, and a depraved perverted icky vile sickening fucked up obsessive possessive sadistic affection addicted hypersexual clingy needy monster who very much enjoys biting. I do relate and identify as a yandere with Kurumi Tokisaki - Date A Live,Esdeath - Akame ga Kill!, and Megumi Shimizu - Shiki being some of the yandere's I relate to the most. I am messed up in the head. I have a long list of mental disorders, a lot of them feeding into my obsessive love disorder, my heavy emotional attachment to an individual, and my Twisted sense of love. The love that I show is distorted, vile, malevolent, aggressive and all consuming but I think I'm okay with you I think I want to indulge in it

I like video games, mostly leaning towards RPGs, jrpgs, action Adventures, and exploration sandboxes. Some of my favorite games are the Monster Hunter series, the Persona series, Devil May Cry 4 & 5, atelier ryza, Minecraft, Path of Exile and Conan exile. I also very much enjoy reading and writing, mostly diving into fantasy, dark romances, twisted eroticos and anything with a magic system. I watch a lot of anime, tik-tok, YouTube, and other forms of media. I also really love podcasts, my favorite right now being midnight Burger and The Stranger. I enjoy drawing but the most I can do are bad doodles. I still want to make a comic book despite my poor drawing skills. I think marionettes are really interesting but I think they could use a glow up when it comes to the aesthetic Department. My top favorite activity I guess is ttrpgs. A lot of my time goes into playing, running, and thinking about it. It's probably my number one Hobby. You can pretty much assume correctly that I am a homebody but I do like dancing, going to conventions, and LARPing. I don't completely spend my entire life inside so I'm up to go to an event every once in a while.

Now if I'm being completely honest I'm absolutely obsessed with being in love with being a yandere with having someone I can but all of my focus is on being some kind of sick vile monster. I love biting and cuddling. I want to spend most of my time focused on one person. I want to completely give in to my sick icky vile Twisted sexual cravings and urges and just completely indulging in my aggressive carnal dark fantasy past the point of exhaustion. I also want to just completely absolutely engulfs and overwhelm someone I love and I am with every fiber of My Affection, thoughts, and emotion for them drowning them in it to the point of them being delirious. Cuddling I really really desperately love cuddling. It is seriously my favorite thing when you feel someone you love up against you holding them feeling their breathing, their heartbeat, being close and intimate and just loving with one another. It is definitely one of the best feelings in the world and it makes everything so much better. I am definitely a hypersexual, affection consumed, Twisted love obsessed, cuddle addict and weird Goofy odd Mega nerd

I want a girl who's Crazy matches my crazy, who has a particular darkness that seems to interact and craves my own. I want to be goofy with someone that I can also be dark with, Be able to bite and kiss leaving a trail of gentle hickeys and harsh bite marks. I want us to be able to switch between actualizing sick vile icky fantasies and indulging in lovey-dovey intimate moments as if it was just the way we breathe. I want to Crave her voice like starving men crave food and I want her to meet my touch like she needs her own heartbeat. I want us to be absolutely absorbed by each other, constantly falling into each other showing our best and worst selves to each other like secrets that only we can know. I want someone I can bully and love up on, treat roughly, aggressively, and savagely but still cuddle tightly and hold her so closely that our heartbeats are forced to sync up as I drown her in affection and devour every ounce of affection that she gives to me.

I want dates like looking over Magic the Gathering cards even though I don't play Magic the Gathering I just like the artwork. I want Studio Ghibli movie Nights underneath a blanket fort or outside being watched by stars. I want goofy silly Minecraft dates with mods and Magic. I want to spend the night talking about our okay, our emotions, our thoughts, our ideas, TV shows, and literally everything else. I want to share podcasts underneath the sound of rain sharing them and listening to them together with fingers intertwined. I want to be goofy and silly and communicate with screeches and animal sounds and noises I don't have words for and still somehow carry a conversation. I want to have serious conversations, philosophical conversations, nonsensical conversations, playful conversations, dreamy conversations and so much more. I just want to talk to her all the time and I want her to talk to me all the time about anything, about everything. I want her to share her favorite hobbies and interests with me as I tell her about ttrpgs and stories that run through my brain. I want her to share the little things too as I show her terrible doodles and a random meme. I want to love her with everything I have but in my voice in my touch in who I am and I want her to love me as herself in the way that she was made to be.

I want someone I very much do I want to put my focus my obsession every Twisted energy I have every dark craving that runs through my vein every icky urge that pulses through my body every sick vile desire that makes me up to be focused into one person I want to give them everything I am. I don't want to be seen as more than a monster. I don't want someone to look past the monster and see the person behind the monster. I want to be seen as a monster as a Dark Twisted f***** up chaotic God and be praised and worshiped for it. I want someone to acknowledge that I am a monster a freak messed up individual and love me anyways and say they want my love no matter how f***** up Sinister vile sickening disturbing my love is no matter how broken and destructive it can be I want them to say they want my love and that is the only thing they will ever accept and they will love me with every ounce of their being. I want our monsters to find homes in each other.