Getting right to it, I've never had sex. I've never gotten a blowjob, a handjob, a girls never seen my dick let alone touched it. I've never touched a boob or a girls butt, I've never made out, I've never had a girl press her body into me, and I've never cuddled. My only kiss was nearly 9 years ago, I've only managed four dates since then because Im anxious and socially awkward. I can only think of four instances where a girl was into me, idk if I'm just dense or if there's just never been interest. I'm not hot enough for dating apps, I'm not confident enough to approach women, and it takes me a while to really be comfortable with someone so I come off even worse when on a date.
Ive been tempted to just pay for sex, but I really don't want my first time to be paid. I always wanted my first time to be with a girl who was essentially a girlfriend, but I've given up on that. Now I'm just hoping I find someone who is willing to be patient with me but sometimes I just want to find someone who will let me fuck them to get it over with. Just because I'm anxious doesn't mean I don't want sex and intimacy. Imagine going for over a decade without sex? The only saving grace may be that I've never had it, so I don't know exactly what I'm missing.
I don't really know what I'm asking for here. Maybe just someone I can vent to. Maybe a friend. Maybe a cuddle buddy. Maybe someone who has a virgin kink. Maybe I just want a confidence boost to get a hot of dopamine. Feel free to reach out for whatever reason.
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