Content warning There is a lot of cringe, edginess, toxic, twisted, dark, and effed up stuff here. Reader discretion advised. I'm being serious right now this is not really a joke or anything like that I am not a good person. I'm sick in the head and have a lot of mental disorders. I am a vile and sick person with problems. I'm pretty much unhealthy, toxic, mentally ill, and obsessive witches a very potent combination. I'm more than just slightly Disturbed and this is all evidence of that. Reading this might make you feel uncomfortable, unsettled, or give you that sensation of what the hell did I just read. To put it in the simplest words it's a lot and messed up. This might not be for you to read

Okay before anything else I want to make some things clear. I am terrible, I am an awful evil fucked up vile being not even human. I am a monster. I am looking for someone worse than me who is less than human. I mean someone who is truly fucking derange, insane sick, and vile who can genuinely be happy with a monster like me. I want someone who wants to be with me. If someone has a problem with what I'm doing, if they're unhappy, if they don't like the way I am, and it's not something we can talk about I am not for them. I'm being direct, transparent and open to inform people what I am so people know exactly what I am ahead of time. If I'm something they don't want they don't have to actually have me. That's the reason for this. I am a lot to handle and if I'm too much for someone to handle and they don't want to be with something like that that is okay I'm not going to force them to be in that type of relationship. The point is I want someone who can be happy with the type of relationship I am. Someone I can make happy. If I make them miserable, if I make them unhappy, if being with me torment for them, something they don't want I'm not going to want it either. I want someone to be addicted to me, obsessed with me, and truly desire me even if I'm broken, twisted, and sick in the head. I am broken looking for someone just as broken that fits in all of the right places to make something that works somehow some way no matter how chaotic it might be

So I'm probably going to get a couple of messages or comments saying hey that's not how you get girls or how you get people to message you or that's not how you attract people or something along those lines along with hey you're messed up you're sick you should be on here and so I'm so on. The thing is that's kind of the point. I'm not here trying to be super shiny and pretty and trying to get all of the attention. This is not a post saying hey look at me date me it kind of is but not really. I'm not trying to look good it's my point. What I want is something that is so far removed from sane you might as well throw me into an insane asylum. I want a relationship that is overwhelming deranged intense insane obsessive affection Dark Twisted love and mentally sick. I'm looking for that absolute extreme batshit crazy kind of relationship. That is ride or die insane intense loyalty with someone who might genuinely be more fucked up than I am and you know what that would make me happy. Something that is honestly traumatic for most people and wouldn't make most people unhappy. I'm not trying to be shiny I'm not trying to be attractive I'm not trying to do any of that. This is a warning, a confession, an act of transparency. The reason I'm doing this is to be direct straightforward open and transparent. Not just for attention but to let people know I'm not okay I'm not particularly good and I am probably not for you if you're normal sane non-obsessive and don't have any screws loose. This is to let people who need to know that they need to run, too you know run. Then see who's left if anyone

Hi my name is problematic cringe and if you can't tell I am a very toxic fucked up cringy individual. I am clingy needy highly obsessive. I got attached pretty easily when I do feel something for someone. I am an aggressive blank type of obsessive. I have a lot of intense overwhelming excessive affection and a tremendous amount of Dark Twisted affection. I'm pretty fucked up in the head sick vile and downright evil. I have a number of mental disorders but the one that should be made note of upfront is something that can be referred to as malevolent love disorder which basically crosses the wires between violence and romantic love. So there can often be times where intense feelings of romantic love

I don't do well outside of relationships. I start deteriorating, become extremely depressed, I'm lonely literally all the time, and I fall apart. I'm just not okay being single and I'm okay with that. I'm psychotic deranged and mentally sick. A main part of me like the very core of who I am is this sick fucked up obsessive nature, excessive intense Twisted love addiction, and dark vile evil desires. I live to feed my intense obsession, to indulge in my sick twisted desires, Revel in dark derange excessive affection, and wallow in my heavy intense love. I would really do everything and would do anything to make that happen. Everything I am is that. I crave overwhelming extreme, over the top, fucked up, obsessive, possive and intense action related to obsession with every fiber of my being. I need someone to be attached to to actually feel like I'm alive. I only know how to really exist as myself when I have someone obsess over, possess, subjugate and focus on pouring all of my affections emotions desires and Fantasies into to absolutely drown them in my excessive intense twisted affections and dark Sinister wishes. I need Obsession because I am obsession I am Twisted so I need twisted and I am this overwhelming toxic kind of affection so I need that overwhelming toxic kind of affection. This obsession this need for Obsession this desire everything that I do is for that, it is my number one priority. The person that I am attached to when I am attached attached to someone will always a top priority. Almost everything anything and everyone else comes secondary or is non-essential

I enjoy anime, video games, reading, cartoons, doodling, tabletop role-playing games and writing. When it comes to writing and doodling my especially enjoy character design, making comic books, Magic systems, creating cultures/ traditions and writing Dark Fantasy short stories. I do enjoy dancing and music. I mostly enjoy electric swing, k-pop, pop, j-pop, and literally anything with a danceable Beat but I do listen to anything and everything. I also have an interest in dolls and designing clothes and outfits for them. I would like to be able to sell modified dolls and Dolls I've made myself. I can be kind of opinionated and will share random things at random times. Most of the time I don't really talk about myself unless someone asks me or shows that they're interested.

I want to be with a over emotional manic high intensity heavy love derange insane clingy needy excessively obsessive girl that goes beyond overwhelming and crazy who genuinely wants to spend every moment that we can together. The kind of girl that's really difficult to handle, drains people, has lots of very intense emotions, and is the definition of absolute overwhelming affection actually overwhelming everything who is constantly going to be pouring out their emotions to me I feed on that I love that it's the only way I can feel loved. I would like someone who is a needy subby obsessive type who is sick and fucked up in the head with some vile wishes. Someone who really is genuinely excited and happy to talk to me and seen me the way I am when I talk to them and see them. Someone I can talk to, who can talk to me, who wants to hang out, where we both have a good time together, we share two or three coming interest and are willing to spend time with each other's interests

My entire existence is both intense needy excessive clingy obsessive toxic dark twisted overly affectionate intimacy addicted cuddle happy super attached suffocating touchy feely separation anxiety love sickness or extreme insatiable constant all-consuming evil vile sick fucked up sinister sadistic deprived degenerate forceful freaky tyrannical feral carnal hypersexual urges. So nine times out of 10 the only thing in my mind is dark twisted relationships and f***** up vile fantasies. Like finding someone to be completely in other way obsessed with without holding back in the slightest who craves both my yandere side, monster side, and all of the boring stuff too who is willing to love me with everything they have and let me have all of them and will accept every ounce of love that I have in every form that it takes and accept everything that comes with it is genuinely the most important thing to me like one important than anything. Becoming someone's dark sadistic on and making them my lovely ruin world is my number one priority and the thing that I breathe, sleep and eat it's literally the thing that I live for and the reason I exist it is pretty much everything to me

I am looking for a relationship that is intense fast pace, deranged, overwhelming, obsessive, and is a lot of lovey-dovey. I am the kind of person who either falls in love instantly, falls in love fast, or not at all. I want to be in a relationship where I don't have to hold back any form of affection or obsessiveness and they are able to match my insanity, affection, and obsessiveness or surpass it. A type of relationship where we try to spend as much time as possible together even if/ when we are both really busy. Where we send each other as bunch of messages, talking about our days how we feel, what's on our mind, just wanting to be close with each other and always thinking of each other. The kind that doesn't make PDA mandatory it makes it more natural than breathing because we are always in our own little world or nothing else matters but each other. That's sick overly sappy lovey dovey I miss you kind of vibe if anyone knows what I mean. The kind where we're just constantly sharing things with each other. Something that made us laugh, something we thought was interesting, a cool rock that we saw just because we want each other to be a part of these moments. A kind when we're sad what makes us feel better it's just being together. Where are we talk about anything and everything constantly. The kind when we can be fully open to each other and drown in each other's presence. Where we can go on cute dates holding hands with matching outfits like the outfits you have to coordinate to make this perfect, or just going on little shopping dates for groceries and cooking together or baking together. What kind of relationship that's just too overly overwhelmingly over the top kind of lovey-dovey that is pretty much even when we have arguments or fights or disagreements we can't help but want to be around each other and be close to each other feeling kind of lonely or empty or distress when we're not close to each other. The kind of thing that disrupts our life so so far from the norm that we become separate from reality unable to function outside of each other

I also want a sick fucked up relationship that falls into depravity degeneracy and pure deranged insanity. Where the word dark romance isn't just a genre for a book. The kind of the kind of vile nightmare that only the mentally sick can truly enjoy and would would leave others screaming, unsettled and Disturbed. The kind of relationship for me and her can express our deranged natures and indulge in our most vile sick twisted fucked up fantasies to a intense degree that goes far beyond Madness.

So if you made it all the way down here and you find that you want to actually send me a message cuz you want to see where things go, you want to give it a try, you're looking for a friend, you just want someone to talk to, you have questions, or you just really want to show me your visceral hatred for my existence please please make sure to send a message with why you message me, what you're hoping for from this conversation, what made you want to message me, what you're looking for, what some of your interests are, what's your favorite place in the world, what are your boundaries, and something that you watched or read recently that you really want someone else to experience. Talk to me like you want me to know you