i am missing my bestfriend, my partner in crime, and the love of my life. i never knew there would come a time na I would lose someone who I'm so madly and deeply in love with. Everyday, i wake up wishing that what happened back in September 11 was just all one big dream, that you're still here... but you aren't. I miss you so fucking much that I can't even sleep in bed anymore, i just sleep on the floor and cry like a little bitch.

I can't even hold back my tears watching all the videos we recorded and hearing your voice. I'm not gonna be able to hear that again, i mean. wtf magkasama lang tayo ng September 10 and I woke up ng September 11 and you're now gone? Susunduin pa sana kita sa FEU kasi sabi mo may NSTP ka.

You are my world, heck I have no fucking idea what to do every single fucking day. I'm so sick of crying everyday, so sick of grieving, and so sick of having to deal with the fact that you're no longer here.