I messaged this girl one time after reading one of her stories on a sub. I told her I liked it.

I was surprised and glad when she replied. Tbh, I've liked some of her nsfw content on other subs. But I was honest when I told her that I'd be okay with just talking sfw.

We got to meet. And she really just blew me away with how unique she was.

Honestly, I'd love to spend more time with her--on wholesome dates, enjoying her interests that I've never seen before.

Sometimes I try to chat with her but I don't get a lot of responses. Sometimes I see her content on reddit and feel a bit bad. Just for a second, I wish that she'd talk with me or get to planning that next meetup. And I let that thought go.

I know well enough that she has her own life. Who knows why she lives the way that she does? Thank goodness I'm at a point in my life where I don't get too deep into a rabbit hole of thoughts when stuff like this happens.

When I talk to people on reddit, I get really excited because I tell myself, "Wow, this person is really unique!" And I just want to bask in their uniqueness for as much as I can.

I'm watching Drink Masters on Netflix. These top-shelf bartenders mix incredible drinks. I realize that the judges probably just take one sip and they literally go down the drain. Maybe all these unique cocktails are mixed once and never again.

People. Cocktails. They might be unique. But like all things in life--easy come, easy go.