Do you feel like crying your sadness to sleep sometimes? Expecially kapag may mga times na talagang malungkot na malungkot ka? Kasi i do. Ive been known to be optimistic, positive energy-bearing, jokerist, anything that could make everybody happy. I, too, firmly believe in the mantra "you make your own happiness", or "happiness is a choice". Right naman pero minsan talaga you also have to recognize the things that will make you realize bakit kailangan mo talagang maging happy. Kasi kung hindi, lalamunin ka talaga ng kalungkutan. And that's how i feel right at the very moment. Ang lungkot. Idk. Maybe because im orphan, work 9-5 tas paid less, single, ive got no one to tell how my life went for a day. My heart is so filled with void, from the love of my family na i'll never get to experience more physically and emotionally, to being single, to becoming mostly unsure of what life could bring. Kaiyak ptngna. 😭