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But still not together but i had my second chance!

A little back story about me; 23 met this guy on phr4friends offering donut and talk sfw and me bored i contacted him going there with the mindset of eating for free (sorry i know) he was your average guy he did not had any effect on me but once he talked i was all ears. The first i was already hooked as he was different. I didn't mind him being 32. Following days leading to a month we saw each other every single day no exceptions. I enjoyed his company i heard all his mistakes and his family.

He is a married man but cheated with someone i knew all the detail i help giving advices. One day i realized i already fall hard for him depsite all the red flags. He's new in ph.he is pure filipino but grown abroad in europe and he speaks tagalog and his main european language which i think is sexy. one night while we were talking he handed me his sweatshirt cause it was raining and cold while he was talking something in me spark and i tried to hug him and kissed him (repeatedly) he pushed me away and with my shame i took off still wearing his sweatshirt. after that i could not find him anywhere, i created several reddit accounts to find him everywhere and also i got banned on /phr4friends and other subs.

He accepted my apology and i explained that i like him. I waited infront of the restaurant for a whole day and he indeed appear. we talked for several hours and set boundaries and he agreed to give me a second chance but now as an official someone pursuing. i know it's not much but to me this is my everything and i am giving my best to reach his heart.

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as i am typing this i am so happy that my journey for finding him again has been fruitful. I am with him right now with luggage and bags on our hands i am bringing him with me to mindoro for my work and we will use the remaining to go around together:) , i gave him flowers and a phone. Thank you for all the comments and all the private chats.

This is the path i have chosen . I know what most of you thinks that it is a mistake

but one thing is sure. I am inlove with marco.

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signing off; Milyn