Hi, first time posting. I broke up with my ex a few months ago. Well... she broke it off. But everytime I'm alone I end up looking at our old chatbox. At one point i went as far as looking through her profile. Well thr public stuff... and then i get to asking. Why does this still feel heavy? I think thags the best term... I've been doing everything I can to keep myself busy... But i feel like nothings changing... We were together for 4 years and I dont understand how easy it is for someone to just pick up and end it. End it and never looking back... I just want to post this cos i feel like im sprilating again... she looks like shes fine... and im here being a sad guy... Any tips about completely being okay? Sorry... dunno what to do...