At least in a month, meron talagang nights na hindi mo alam bakit ang sakit sakit o ang bigat-bigat ng pakiramdam mo. Times like this, it's tonight for me.

I'm a night owl. Suffocating ang mornings ko since mas free aq to express myself at night, plus exhausted aq from an all-day work/acads. Sobrang embracing ng gabi, but not tonight, I guess.

Sobrang lungkot, pero hindi ko alam saan nanggagaling iyon. I wanna reach out to a friend, pero kung tanungin man niya anong dahilan, how do I answer that when I don't even know what's causing me this? Kaya most of the time, I just cry and don't bother people to console me.

Pero minsan talaga, sobrang sakit. I'm proud of myself for enduring nights like this, for surviving draining days, but deep down, I just want to feel okay.

To spend nights at peace. Without tears.