I have this bolster pillow since maliit pa ko, and never akong natulog kapag di ko to kayakap. Lagi kong iniimagine na this pillow is a person (crush or someone i love ganun) and always imagining kung ano feeling kapag totoo yung kayakap mo matulog.

I am 23 and never pa ko nagkaroon ng intimate experience yung may totoong kayakap habang matulog. Pero last year i experienced it for the first time, and you know what, its really an amazing feeling !!! 😭 tapos dinadaldal ko siya palagi kapag matutulog na kami. Talk about random stuff about life. Grabe its a surreal feeling talaga huhu

Now things have changed we both went our separate ways because you know life ganun. And now yung hotdog na unan ko nalang ulit kayakap and always imagining that its her 🥺

Physical affection is really an addicting feeling.