I know we just met online and started talking a few days ago, but I instantly became so captivated sayo. This was the first time I met someone that I have so much in common, and share a lot of interests.

We then met IRL on the 30th of December, and I really had a great time with you, I'm so thankful for it, kahit na I got so nervous around you and things got so awkward. I can't even look at your eyes directly kasi nahihiya talaga ako sayo. Pero kahit ganon I was still able to enjoy it and loved every moment we shared.

I really missed you from the very same day you went home. I can't really stop thinking about you, I've been so dreamy all day, ikaw lang nasa isip ko araw araw until now, hence this post. However, that same day you also stopped responding to my messages, and I'm so worried what went wrong. You said you'll let me know pag nakauwi kana but it's been 3 days and I still haven't heard back from you. 3 days of overthinking kung I'm ghosted and if I did something that leads to it. I still clings to the little hope I got na it's not the case and you're just really busy with the holiday. If you want to stop talking to me, it's fine and no hard feelings, I just really need answers or a closure. Though, I really hope you'll text me back, I have a lot of things I wanna talk and share with you.

I really hope mabasa mo to.