Silly how mere weight would appear to dictate the worth of a person. In the past, I used to weigh 48kg and boy the amount of confidence I had for my body was tremendous. Pandemic happened and then there was the big D. It fucked me up where the mere idea of taking a bath exhaust me. Everything was just routinary as I struggle to live. I gained alot of weight. My heaviest was 90kg. And now I am down to almost 68. Boy, that was alot. I began to workout alot and eat healthy. And shit if that did not make me more visible to some men. Makes me sick as I contemplate how can weight definitely plays a huge factor when you enter in the dating pool. Of course, this is a preference for some. But we know it matters.