I wasn’t expecting na I’ll reached my limit. All the emotions and thoughts na cinontain ko because of distractions for the past weeks or months na nabaon ko bigla na lang sumabog. Loneliness just surged in, leaving me with sad memories, self-doubts and unwanted, empty words from other people. I wanna puke and I just kept on crying and crying and the only thing I feel is pagod na ako. I wanna end everything last night due to maybe petty reasons but I am really tired of life and all the people I deal with. They told me to take a rest but even though magrest ako hindi nagbabago yung nafifeel ko. I hate this. Anyway I am just voicing out what I feel, at the end of the day I wont do anything to hurt myself even tho I wanted to. But who knows kelan ako pipitik?