I’m a teacher and new to the field. Whatever I do or no matter how hard I try and do my best to teach, para may mapupuna at mapupuna sila. I have a few students na sobrang tigas ng ulo. I get it, they’re kids. It’s just that I feel like I will never be good enough for them (co-teachers). I’ve tried different strategies, but I cannot seem to find the most appropriate one. One co-teacher even said “I don’t know how to mentor you anymore”, samantalang di naman niya ko masyado minementor.

I have a lot of debt and if I quit now, I will end up suffering more. I feel like the only way out is to die. My heart feels heavy everyday I go to school. My heart and mind feels heavy. Idk who to talk to anymore. I just want to die. If I die, I won’t feel this pain anymore.

Sorry