after that heartbreak, there wasn't a day when I never wished to heal. I have this fear where I won't be able to move on from that heartbreak that emotionally and mentally burned me. I have this fear of not being able to cure this limerence or the maladaptive daydreaming of the people no longer a part of my life. Takot ako na baka 'di ako maka-usad. Na baka nga time doesn't heal everything. I have this fear that it will take me years before I can move on fully from the person I thought I was gonna introduce to my parents. I fear that I will be the only one stuck in the past even though that relationship only lasted for 2 months.