I’m 26- almost hitting 30.

Yes I’m that cynical of my life.

I grew up in a good family naman.

I live in a good house.

I get to eat good food if needed.

I went to a good school and good uni.

Pero at the end of the day I wish I was in the Philippines - having to struggle and all the glory of rags to riches- cause right now?? I’m not liking how I’m living my life parang walang purpose.

I hate being “rich” or being the one who is the “rich cousin”. Every time na pumupunta kami sa ph laging bugang bibig ng cousins ko is: “youre living the life mas okay na dun”

And I just look at them kasi they are the ones more alive. Sila yung may jowa, sila yung may kotse meanwhile I’m the one who just has fashionable items or who lives in a really nice house (na di naman akin)

Idk what I’m even saying anymore pero tama ba na I don’t like the feeling?

Yun lang.