“I feel sad.” “My life’s falling apart.” “I’m so sick of everything.” and the likes…

It stirs something in me, it’s not pleasant. Way back to 2023, I used to post a lot on my stories, full of whining & complaining way too hard. It made my friends sick of me eventually. I realized it a little too late.

After an awakening, I feel like being finally able to put myself in their shoes. By seeing posts similar to how I used to be, it triggers some memories that I try so hard to bury and alter. Have you heard of that saying na “You feed your subconscious mind what you see, read, or hear.”

You may not realize it, but it does something, even the tiniest, to your subconscious. It accumulates until you start to somehow incorporate it to your system. It’s like conditioning. Is it? Or maybe I’m just one of those who gets easily affected, which I think is both a gift and a curse. Because this also helps me just as much whenever I see and resonate positive energies.

I know it’s also important to feel what we feel, to get things off our chest. But this is also just a penny for thought. I’m hoping to see something good in the end of something, and not have a dragging, depressing title. :((

Out of sight, out of mind (eventually).