Di ko alam ano pa ba kulang sa buhay ko. I have a stable job and earn a good income. I go to the gym regularly and try to stay healthy. I also have a few close friends pero medyo busy na rin sila with their lives so I just try to keep myself busy. Nagtatravel ako pag may time, nagtatry ng kung ano anong bago to keep myself entertained. I have pets that wait for me to come home everyday. Ang weird lang kasi my life still feels empty.

Every night I lay in bed at nagbbreakdown na lang ako sa lungkot hahahaha. I’ve been living alone for five years already and puro failed talking stage, hookups, and situationships lang nakukuha ko. I’m starting to feel like ako na yung problem hahahaha. Di naman ako pangit and matalino naman ako pero may times na nawawalan na talaga ako ng hope na makakahanap pa ako ng someone to share my life with. Hahahahaha. I tell to my friends all the time na pineprepare ko na sarili ko to grow old alone pero they’re still hopeful na makakahanap ako. Kakapagod lang mabuhay hahahaha. I have a lot of love to give but no one to give it to lol.