I was really hesitant to tell my parents about the schedules our Dean sent to our gc kasi wala pang deliberation & my prof even told me, “Alam ko na may pinagdadaanan ka. Like that, sa medications mo rin. Pero you have other problems on your subjects. Hindi ko alam pano ka pag-graduatein, hija... But how are you? Still taking your meds?” Kasi aware din buong faculty sa pinagdaanan ko after one of my classmates who got a panic attack after seeing me harm myself bursted to report sa faculty non. (I apologized to him after because it was irresponsible of me.)

So even sa pagpili ng shoes na gagamitin, I couldn’t decide. But just now, our Dean informed us that they just finished deliberating & we are all candidates for graduation!

Need ko na lang talaga ma-complete DR Cases ko since very onti lang nanganganak sa hospital where we are having our DR Duty agawan with groumates. 😭

But I’m still happy to be included. I feel relieved. 💗

Parang sumakit ulo ko, pero my heart is pounding from all these feelings.

[Edit: Added more text 🥹]