Nasunugan kami few months ago at walang natira. Naubos ang lahat ng gamit pati yung mga pinundar namen through out the years, its all gone. What irks me the most, however, was how our relatives acted saying "magpasalamat nalang kayo, buhay kayong lahat". Wala man lang tulong or anything just gaslighting us na buhay naman kami kaya hindi malala ang nangyari samin. Kaya ngayon? gigil na gigil ako kapag may nagcocomment samin na "atlis buhay kayo", kung wala rin naman kayong maitutulong shut the fvck up because the things we lost in the fire, yung trauma na it instilled samin, is beyond comparable. It even came to a point na naisip ko na mukhang mas madali pa ata namatay nalang kesa to continue living with our "new normal".