i'm a bisexual girly who swings who both ways pero recently i've been dating girls. my family knows about it naman pero what i hate talaga is ramdam ko na i'm just being "tolerated" rather than "accepted." it honestly fucking hurts to feel that way. kahit sasabihin nila na "ok lang na ganyan ka" like wtf do you mean na "ganyan ka." i hate how na pinamumukha nila na mali talaga pero lol tolerated nga eh

i hate how they're gonna ask if i'm seeing someone pero they'll make faces or side comments sasabihin na "you'll never find happiness" or "di ka magkaka-anak" nakakainis lang na ganon yung situation. i hate how i have to "takas" pa every time i go on dates kung pwede lang casually sabihin na "oh i'm going out with a girl too" like without any fucking judgements would prolly feel so good. alam mo yung nakaka-inggit yung mga siblings ko na straight. they could just bring home their boyfriends and introduce them casually tas eto ako tangina....hirap na hirap because of the judgement and comments that i might get after. syempre ayaw mo din naman ma-awkward yung kasama mo di ba if ganon lang.

at this point, feel ko i'm gonna settle with a girl more huhu tangina gusto ko lang magmahal at may magmamahal sakin difvbdivdbi alam mo yung kahit pilitin ko sarili ko na wag sila pakielaman or pansining na-bother pa rin ako na may ganon ibvdiuvbiu minsan gusto ko nalang umiyak hahahaha gusto ko din maging masaya na bakla