After so many tries, we really ended it na.

Nakakapagod rin mafeel na di ka karapat-dapat, na ang dali mong itapon. I was hurt and then she got hurt because of that. Then suddenly, she told me she wanted to break up and focus on work. Mahaba. Magulo.

I kept asking why in the end. I feel so pathetic. I just want to run into somebody's arms and cry. Mali bang masaktan? Ganun-ganun na lang ba ako kadaling itapon at bitawan?

But if I am that easy for her to throw away, then I will let her go now. I love her and I have done everything I could. I know I am worthy of being loved and chosen the way I did with her.

I just have to cry it all out. I just have to let myself heal and learn from this. I have to value myself. Kasi I am precious, kind, and loving. I deserve all the great things in this world.

Well, another lesson na naman. But it is okay. I know the next one will be it na. I am so tired. I did not expect to be left by her again.