So i talked to this guy in the hopes of hooking up with him and it went smoothly. Tas i set boundaries as fwb lang ganon. I feel na he actually likes me while i dont tas andami na nangyari between us outside sex like major events and core memories. Ako is like parang hindi pa talaga ready mag commit hanggang sa for the last time nag argue kame then out of the blue sinabe nya na iend na namen and so i told him na we're over na, he kept on explaining na nasabi nya lang un out of anger pero he didnt actually mean it. Tas he went to my house insisting na he wants to end it properly and i'm so fucking stupid. He was crying. I wanna hug him pero hindi ako hinayaan. He explained again na nasabe nya lang na iend kase out of emotion, at that time di ako makarespond kase di ako sanay na may umiiyak. Then umuwi na sha and gusto ko sana sabihin na i understand na sana pala hindi ko pinatulan ung pag eend ng something between us. Also now ko lang rin narealise na i actually like him kung kelan tapos na kame. A month and a week na had passed after nung saamin and until now i cant find the energy to entertain people. If ever na u read this, i want to let you know na i'm sorry and i understand.