Tomorrow will be my first month na unemployed ako. My savings is like a ticking time bomb. I’m privileged enough na nakatira pa rin ako sa bahay ng parents ko tho nadelay lang yung paghelp ko sa pagbayad ng bills. I hate rotting in this house, I miss working, and definitely I miss earning money na nagagamit ko for myself.

For context, I’m a healthcare worker and I got an opportunity to work in this new hospital na malapit sa akin and I will be paid higher than my last job. I resigned kasi nakapirma na ako ng contract, thinking na everything will be ok na. Tbh since November pa dapat ako magsstart sa kanila but it keeps on getting delayed.

Fast forward to my last week sa previous job ko, sabi ng HR sa hospital madedelay lang daw ulit kasi the department I was supposed to work in medyo mababa yung income. The higher ups doesn’t want to hire someone na bago probably because of money issues since bago nga.

So now, I’ve been waiting for nothing and naffrustrate ako kasi I resigned pero mukhang I regret it na hays.

I told myself na hospital lang ako magwwork for a greater environment. Tho I applied to and waiting for a response from a big hospital, I’m at a point na nappressure ako maghanap ng work but nagiging mapili na ako kasi gusto ko na magwork na pangmatagalan. Gusto ko magstay ng matagal sa future workplace ko huhu

Parant lang, I know valentine’s ngayon but the greatest gift siguro for me would be a job offer huhu fuck that hospital na pinaasa ako. Tangina sana talaga makarma sila, hirap hirap maghanap ng work tapos ganun tangina nila