I opened up about feeling like my needs are not being met. And it ended us ending things.

I just wanted to feel her support, her wanting to meet my needs. We had this conversation numerous times already and in the end, I was made to feel like I was asking for too much. I just wanted her to want to do it for me. I asked for it several times already. I even just tried to stop myself from wanting it. But if I keep doing it, I might lose interest, I might eventually resent her. And I don't want that. I want to keep on loving her.

But in the end, we ended it. I just wanted to feel loved through words and letters, through other forms of effort. For others, it may be flowers, but for me, it was that. I just wanted intimacy too, to be pleased. But it felt like I was still in the wrong.

Writing this down, I feel so pathetic. I was begging but to her, it was too much.

I'll be okay, right? Maybe it was too much for her but someday, it won't be for someone else. We are just not compatible. Right?